I’m done!

this planet is totally fucked and same with the people who live on it. i get blamed for shit i didn’t do, my teachers say things to me they should never say, then that gets me in trouble because people spread it around. I’m loosing all my friends because i have changed, well I’m sorry i changed . I’m loosing my best friend because when I try to talk to him we start to fight, I’m over it! I have no more words to say to him anymore because every time i say something it turns into a fight or i get shut down. I’m over being let down by everyone my own father, my friends. Im all alone in this big world, and I’m done living in it. I’m over people saying stuff to me just to knock me down, I’m over liking someone who i will never have a chance with because look at me fat, ugly, dumb and the rumours and stories about me that go around aren’t the best either! i just want to start fresh, i want to never meet the people who made my life a misery. i want everything to be perfect again.. but i guess that will never happen, I guess i have to me alone and miserable for the rest of my life, i  could fix it but is it all worth it? i just want to leave I’m over being alive here! i want to go somewhere better, where no one judges you. I’m crying myself to sleep every night ! its just not good for me anymore. maybe i was never meant to live this long. my life has ended